spirited away

2 days before Christmas. Or rather, 1 day and 3 hours before Christmas. When a person threatens you to pay up or he'll call the cops, what do you do? Personally I'm dumbfounded by the whole situation, but when it happens, i guess if I did not do anything wrong or illegal, I wouldn't mind him calling the cops. Let the cops sort out the problem & get the issue listed down in the report.

My heart is like so heavy and uneasy and there's nothing I can do or say to make anything better. Because ultimately, it has nothing to do with me directly.. So much so, the problem still does bother me. It still affects the family and hence it affects me.

I don't know what has happened to my brother but seems like he is repeating his mistakes after mistakes after mistakes. And he gets burned for it, time after time. Everytime, my family gets caught up in the fiasco & it's unpleasant. He is living his own life but yet, why do i get the feeling that he is struggling to crawl out of the ditch? Yet he does not want any of our help.....

I have never been able to talk to my bro, mainly becos when one doesn't like to hear the truth, he tends to rebel. And when that happens, it scares me.

I dun think I have any mood to celebrate Christmas after this. Walau... jiak sai la u..... (not u reader, but the damn fella that's causing the trouble)

But really, when a problem is between 2 people, they should be the only ones to be involved.. not the whole family...

Great... the troublemaker seems to be rounding outside my house... can hear his loud car engine. Need to be careful...