Sometimes words can fool you. Only actions speak louder than words.

That is just a random thought that came to my mind just then.

Lately I have been taking alot of deep breathes ~ these breathes signify the difficult times of not making a haste decision. Yet sometimes i feel someone's dropped a ton of brick in my heart; it is so heavy sometimes.

I think it is my fate to meet people at the wrong time. If it's not this, then it's that. There's so many barriers & challenges. I guess if there's no challenges or barriers, there would be other problems too. Sigh..... Maybe this is God's plan ~ to meet a situation, to challenge, to conquer, to overcome, to lead.

But I have been thankful that this person I've met, who has given me the time and space to think. I felt that he's respectful of my wishes and I am too, is respectful of his wishes. Unfortunately, the time we have to get to know each other is too short, eventhough i have known him for around 2 years. Now that he has chosen to go back home & focus on his career there, I wish him all the best in the future. Who knows, maybe one day down the road, our paths will meet again. Life is full of surprises. It is one of the beauty of life. So precious, but yet so fragile. I will miss you LW. Take care of yourself. Please don't fall into the wrong crowds again, now that you've grown up. A year older, a year stronger and a year wiser.