Went to the beach today with the UniSA OCFers. It was a nice day to be at the beach, although I did get sunburnt on my face and shoulders and upper chest, as usual...

I had something on my mind before going to the beach to meet them all.... I've read an email in the morning & not to say it upset me, but it was more of an uneasy feeling. So when I was driving to Henley Beach, I couldn't help but to think about that email. I was at the beach earlier than all of them, so while i waited for them to arrive, i sat on the beach by myself. It was a very nice feeling of just sitting there by myself and enjoying the view of families playing with their children or people walking by with their dogs. The breeze, the water, the splashes and the sunshine made me feel.... safe. Ken, one of the guys in ocf, called me to let me know they have arrived @ the beach. For a moment there, I was actually disappointed that they have arrived and I had to leave my peaceful spot to go join them. I know I could have stayed a little more by myself but the atmosphere was not there anymore. So off i went to join them. We played games first; ice breaker, then volleyball and then captain's ball. It was really enjoyable because i love sports (generallY). Gotta admit the whole afternoon i was purely enjoying myself and I had no worries at all. For the few hours of games & fellowship with others, i didn't think of anything else. Great frens, great food (bbq) and great games! Had a great time.

Yesterday I was at another bbq @ Torrens River. I've met some ppl which I think are quite narrow minded. Ok la,.... if someone says they are from Malaysia but don't speak Malay, you (automatically) would think wth or is this guy's a hermit or something... Well, that's exactly what i've got from a few people and honestly speaking, before I could explain why that was the case, I could see it in their face their exact thoughts. Which brings me to the point of why bother justifying myself to them when obviously they have jumped to conclusions. I don't mind if they asked me about it but it's just i could see it in their face and having a low opinion of me already =.= Who I am is who i am and I do not need to justify myself to anyone why I am like this or that when they are not interested in my life. I'm more than happy to share my background story with ppl but if i sense your lack of understanding, then i probably won't bother 'convincing' u to think of me otherwise. I can't stop people from how they perceive me but please don't judge a book by its covers or from others. If you want to find out about me, ask me; it's the most reliable source (although I've had experience in the past of asking someone about themselves and it's all lies)..... anyhoo, i guarantee u that what I say is genuine ~ I'm no fake... lol

Blehhh ~ i've got sunburns~ funny thing i've realised is that it's itchy leh... >.<>