Week by week pass me by. Nowadays my energy is sourced from ...... i'm not really sure. Sometimes from the students themselves, sometimes from watching too much drama :P, sometimes from Badminton, sometimes from friends. Thank God I've gained my sanity back from meeting people. Otherwise Darwin would be a depressed sad place to be in :P

So if you're starting work at a new place and new environment, it's depressing at first. These 8 months has been depressing but it's always been getting better for me and these past 2 months have been much better.

Don't know why but I feel I am losing my interests in all things which I used to be interested in. Ok, I'm not talking about being not straight, i'm talking about personal interests; things i like to do, things i used to care about. I don't know why nowadays I just feel drained, just feel like doing nothing when I am not working. For example, i used to be really 'sai sum' (remembered all friends b'days and got them pressies/cards early on) but then as years go by, I started to lose that interest. Is it because people are always on the receiving end and I'm just a giver? Maybe I've seldom received anything randomly.... This applies to any situation; I seem to be doing things for people but all they see is get get get and take things for granted. Maybe as we grow older, the more disappointment we'll encounter, the more lessons we learn, the more happiness we enjoy are the products of what life really is out there.