Is it always so hard?

To be kind always has its consequences. To help a friend out is all I'm doing; nothing else. No motive behind, no agenda behind. Just to help a friend and that's it. No, not doing it just cos to hope he'll like me, not doing it just so can get a favour from him, but I am just helping out because he is a friend. But as far as my help goes, it only goes to certain extent and from then on, they'll need to do their bit and carry their own weight & responsibilities to achieve whatever they needed my help in the first place.

School starts next week........ arrrrr........ wish we had 2 weeks break, like SA. SIGH.....i haven't really gone thru my stuff for Term 2 and it's gonna be hectic! Less Badminton now I guess.... :( Oh well, on the lighter side, I get to save $$$ (badminton session fee & fuel cost) hehe.... Now I realise that 3-4 days a week, I do 70km per day, if I'm going to work & back and then to badminton & back! But I refuel every 10-14 days though.... i suppose it's ok but if I really need to save more $$, then i need to spend less.

I had a friggin dream last nite; where my face is covered not all with acne, but little pimple-like with fluid in each pimple. It was the gross-est thing ever....ALL over my face leh.... so ugly... i remembered i was thinking, oh shit.......how!!! so ugly..... forever!! *sobs* lol

Okay bak to my assignment markings....... :S