Disappointment

Something's bothering me. Maybe I'm just disappointed. Maybe I'm just cut. Truth is, I'm glad he's honest with me and being upfront but then again, why do I feel cut and disappointed. Is it because I think it's unfair to me? Right now, i feel unimportant. All of a sudden, I feel this 'small'. I feel like crying but who cries over a silly matter.

Fact is, if someone is that important to you, do you keep them as a secret? But on the other hand, it's only the beginning, so I guess there's still plenty of time to do that. But, I don't like all the sneaking around. Why can't we be honest and open about us if we are to BE together...... urgh...

Patience. Is a virtue. I shall....... no no, I NEED, to practice it.