thank God

I'm writing this post, with all enery drenched and exhausted, at the end of a very long day. It's nearly 12am now, but i shall write a short lil blog.

I really want to thank God for giving me the strength and courage to row through this difficult period, eventhough it may look like a small mountain to overcome, for me, programming is like my biggest fear. I guess the fear of failure is so surreal to me, I've been overly stressed since the beginning of the semester. A couple of nights ago, I prayed to God, decided that I put everything onto His hands, whatever my life will be. I do believe that my destiny has been set out, and it will be carried out. I've been attacking my assgns for 2 weeks and still couldn't make a breakthrough. So after that night of praying, I had a breakthrough and managed to worked one of the assgns out! THe same night, I also had a breakthrough in my other programming assgn, which is unbelievable. Eventhough the codes aren't perfect or have I reached HD section, I am relieved that at least I've passed the 1st set of programming assgns. I still haven't done another assgn which is due next week.

The people in AU and in my courses are quite helpful. I dunno why but I've met quite a few people that's all new this sem. It's not that they were friends before, but we just clicked in class.... funny how things turn out. I thought I would be the odd one out, as I transferred into AU doing 2nd yr topics this sem.

TIP: If u're thinking of doing programming, DON"T DO IT! unless u like sitting in front of computers and analysing the itsy bitsy details of the computer hardware, software or programming codes behind the comp, whether it'll be low level or high level programming.

Ha, nowadays, in the mornings, when i take the bus, I am sooo blur. Today, when i was crossing the road [when the pedestrian crossing light was GREEN] this white 4WD came turning around the traffic light and me being blur, i was walking head down. Then i saw the car coming, i instinctively stopped in the footpath of the road and he just roared by. Wonder what would have happened if i hadn't looked up and kept on walking. Then later i realised that car was beating another truck to cross the road; so that's why he couldn't be stuffed for me to finish walking the 2nd lane...i was alrdy at the white line at the 2nd lane alrdy. If i was that driver, i wouldn't have tried to 'beat' the pedestrian and the truck; i would wait for the next set of lights. On the way back this afternoon though, there was another set of accidents around rush hour, when everyone's leaving work at 5pm. This car crashed into a pedestrian or bicyclist at the crossing and an ambulance and police were there. That was at the junction of Pulteney St & Wakefield St; another driver trying to beat the traffic lights.... sigh...

LOL, this was supposedly a short lil blog, but ended up bloogging about my day... Another end of another week.. :S :S :S usually i'll be really happy about the weekend coming up, cos it means i can procrastinate. hahaha.... but now, i dun really look forward to it; it just means that deadlines are drawing closer and another week has gone by... IT'S 1/3 of the semester GONE!!

eli xoxo