My heart is on a rambling state today. It's unstable and it's almost like the feeling of being stressed out. W/o measuring my blood pressure, i'm sure it's around or above 88 pulse per minute... which is a "faster heart beat" for this time at night.
Probably because i was kinda upset today. Been rammed with the thought of suddenly realising how hideous i was. I don't like the way I look. I hate the way I look. No wonder ppl also don't like me... this is so depressing......
Ok, i'm going to try to sleep it off, but it probably won't go away tmr, unlike a headache. Yes I do need to deal with it...... :( I need to do this for myself. If not, I'll do it for the person I like.
Saturday, 14 October 2006
who are you now?
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eli....u v cute...who says other ppl dun like u?? I like u very much!!! :)
that's cos u're a girl, ioyces... lol...
but thanks dear :)
alamak....so u think that guys dun like u lah?? Hmmm....those who just go by looks r not worth ur time dear girl...but just curious...what modifications r u intending to inflict on ur physical self?? :P
hmm let's see... i'm thinking of creating a shrinking machine (think of it as like a time machine except this machine is like for shrinking sizes)...
then yea...set the timer for size shrinkage & then voir la... that's my plan :P this shrinking machine has heat induction, so the high powered heat will melt the fat and cooling agents, to heal the wounds. muahahaha...
wah, this machine will probably not pass the health safety requirements. Nvm...there are loopholes to get around the specifications of the machine :P
hahah!!! let me know when u do get this machine...i also wan to use...n return to the time when i m still young n naive, opps, innocent!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe!!!
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