dilemma

Where do i start? I need to write my thoughts down, so i can at least try to process it...

Ok, since we have working connections, which means there would be a working relationship btw him & me, hence anything i do, i must not jeopardise that, cos as anticipated, we will be working very closely throughout the whole year because we are both on the *same team, same projects*.

I promised myself to get to know the guy well first, before the next step, cos I don't wanna rush into things. Because ultimately, we need to develop the friendship (haha, was gonna write friendster down instead of friendship cos my hand's used to typing friendster.com) keke... as i was saying, to me, having a good friendship base is really important for any further relationship to develop. Or at least the sustainability of the relationship should last longer because of a good friendship foundation that has alrdy been settled. Of cos, amongst other things as well are contributing factors to a relationship bah... ^.^ But I like this guy...

But interestingly, not that I'm absolutely positive or anything but i think he likes me.. sigh..please don't think i'm overrating myself, just cos i'm blogging it here... i'm just writing down my thoughts and feelings cos I've got so much things locked up inside me that I feel a block of bricks are on my shoulders and I can feel my heart rate is pumping at a higher rate at any one time...

Time will only tell :) It's funny how we value time so much; we need more time; not enough time; it takes time to heal; time is precious; time will not wait for anyone..... lol..

k, time for me to stop blabbering and go to sleep... ~~