The true being

I can't believe I spent an hour digging up nonsense. However, that nonsense brought to light a few issues or doubts I had, which confirmed my doubt about someone.

It's not like I deliberately went out of my way to dig up information but so happen i stumbled upon it... And it's quite interesting how facts present a so much different view to what I was presented with (from the person's perspective).

I find that I can trust no one fully anymore ~ not that I'm promoting the atmosphere of doubt, but I realise that not everyone is as innocent as they may perceived to be. Yes, there are still people who I can trust, but I'd rather be self reliant as much as I can. This is not to say I'm negative in my views of people, to be honest, I still find there's so many great people who I've met along the way. But there are facts of life that needs to be addressed. One is I can't stand people lying here and there ~ I just find it exhausting to figure out what they are saying is true and what aren't. How do I know they are lying in the 1st place? You will find inconsistencies with their words from them or from other people you speak with. The mind is just such a complicated & complex "thing". Sorry, my head isn't fast enough at the moment to think up the word for "thing". People!! Just stop taking advantage of one another and we'll all be in a better world!! ~.~ Yea i understand the concept of 'selfishness' but hey.... some people do it to the extreme, which if I could clone them, I would use their clone and do the same thing back to them and see how they like it. Muahaha.... i knoe, evil me... but.. but.. I'm in no favour to attack anyone or bitchslap; i'm just blogging how I feel. ^.^ You may read this as if I'm targeting you, but ask yourself: have u done anything to me that will cause me to write this? If you haven't, u got nothing to worry about. If you think u may, lol, mabbe you should be more careful next time of being 'chuin sa po' (cantonese) or translation: your actions will backfire or eventually the real truth will be found out. :P

Yes, as i was saying, can't believed I spent an hour sidetracking instead of rushing my assignment. But it's good though; now I know what kind of person/s I'm facing the next time I'm dealing with them. ^.^ woohoo..